This weekend has sucked. Oh, man, has it sucked so bad. Yesterday was a family get together sans the parents since they're in Texas, and it was awkward, I felt like I didn't belong, and all I wanted to do was leave. I felt like crying the entire time I was there, but since it was family I put myself and my feelings aside to celebrate my sister's birthday. (It was actually days ago.) Just thinking about everything yesterday makes me sad and I want to move forward from it - I'm so done.
Anyway . . . Last night and today I did all my homework. Just have more and more to do tomorrow. This coming week I'll apply for the Health Information Technology program and the week after I'll setup an interview. This is all so exciting and scary at the same time. I won't know if I am going to be accepted into the program until after this semester is over. Talk about suspenseful!
Weigh in today was a pleasant surprise - down two more pounds! :) I'm close enough to Onederland that I can smell it. When I'm a few pounds away I'll be close enough to taste it! It's weird, in a way, to imagine myself there. My husband has never known me under 200 pounds. So since I'm an emotional one, I'll probably cry when I reach my first huge goal of 199.
But that goal is still a little ways away, so I shouldn't be counting my chickens before they hatch!
What big goals have you set for yourself? What goals have you set that you've reached?
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